Sunday, September 20, 2009
♥ my heart is tearing apart.
im really in a lost now. i dont know what to do to salvage this situation. sorry isnt a solution anymore. even if i meant it . it does not hold anymore value. i feel like slapping myself in the face for reacting the way i did in the afternoon but then again if i didnt. what would i have done? say sorry again?
i refuse to step back this time round cus i do not see what fault i have. but then again if i dont what will be of us?
if someone you hold dear keeps telling you that you dont care enough ,to go away and that he doesnt want to see you ever again. what would you do? cling on. or just listen... i tried clinging on~ didnt work. i tried to listen~ but my heart didnt allow me to.so i went back to look for him. so finally today. i forced myself to walk away. i pray and hope that he would call me.... either that or i can wake up tomorrow morning and realise everything was a bad dream. but i guess thats not happening.
i dont know what i am holding on to anymore. need to sort out my thoughts again. hopefully it will turn out well. cant stop my tears from falling .... even though i know i dont cry easily...
still knitting. i dont know why im still doing it. but im guessing thats because i have some hope that this will work out. by tuesday that is. but im slowing down. i hope i can finish it on time... my heart aches. hope it will go away soon...
over dinner i cant stop worrying myself over whether he has gone home or not... or has he eaten dinner. is his leg okay? did he get scolded by his parents? is he going to call me? and everyime a phone rings i rush to pick up mine. but.... there is no one.
i cant help but feel that my world is falling apart... i must not cry though.... i must not. need to finish the scarf by tuesday... everything will get better... it will......
i refuse to step back this time round cus i do not see what fault i have. but then again if i dont what will be of us?
if someone you hold dear keeps telling you that you dont care enough ,to go away and that he doesnt want to see you ever again. what would you do? cling on. or just listen... i tried clinging on~ didnt work. i tried to listen~ but my heart didnt allow me to.so i went back to look for him. so finally today. i forced myself to walk away. i pray and hope that he would call me.... either that or i can wake up tomorrow morning and realise everything was a bad dream. but i guess thats not happening.
i dont know what i am holding on to anymore. need to sort out my thoughts again. hopefully it will turn out well. cant stop my tears from falling .... even though i know i dont cry easily...
still knitting. i dont know why im still doing it. but im guessing thats because i have some hope that this will work out. by tuesday that is. but im slowing down. i hope i can finish it on time... my heart aches. hope it will go away soon...
over dinner i cant stop worrying myself over whether he has gone home or not... or has he eaten dinner. is his leg okay? did he get scolded by his parents? is he going to call me? and everyime a phone rings i rush to pick up mine. but.... there is no one.
i cant help but feel that my world is falling apart... i must not cry though.... i must not. need to finish the scarf by tuesday... everything will get better... it will......
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
♥ tiring school term
some may be wondering why i haven't posted in ages. reason is simple. i simply do not have time D= if i had any extra i would have spent it sleeping.
seriously studying design = 3-4 hours sleep a day without fail. and training is not giving me an easy time.
i end training at 9? so by the time I'm home its 10. soooo! by the time i finish my assignment its already 2 am and the next day starts at 6am.
next module media techniques and presentation sounds big? basically it means... archi drawings
time to sleep since i don't have any work to do today i guess i shld grab some sleep :D
ciaos!
seriously studying design = 3-4 hours sleep a day without fail. and training is not giving me an easy time.
i end training at 9? so by the time I'm home its 10. soooo! by the time i finish my assignment its already 2 am and the next day starts at 6am.
next module media techniques and presentation sounds big? basically it means... archi drawings
time to sleep since i don't have any work to do today i guess i shld grab some sleep :D
ciaos!
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Monday, March 30, 2009
hi all busy bees out there! :D i went prawning again today~ and only diff is,today~ we caught a total of 100 prawns on the spot! how awesome is that!
2 people 2 rods 2 dollars worth of worms and! 100 prawns!
man! to think that the 1st time i went prawning i caught only 2 or 3?
we ate 27 of it at bottle tree park and brought home the rest. my dad as super impress by the size of the giant prawn which i would safely say is longer then 25 cm not including the pincers
prawning is by far one of the most fun activities i have done throughout the holidays!
and not to add on how the uncles there have helped us! little tips here and there surprisingly improves Ur prawning skills :D
2 people 2 rods 2 dollars worth of worms and! 100 prawns!
man! to think that the 1st time i went prawning i caught only 2 or 3?
we ate 27 of it at bottle tree park and brought home the rest. my dad as super impress by the size of the giant prawn which i would safely say is longer then 25 cm not including the pincers
prawning is by far one of the most fun activities i have done throughout the holidays!
and not to add on how the uncles there have helped us! little tips here and there surprisingly improves Ur prawning skills :D
well but i will not add on~ how it rots your English
okay! time for the pictures!
vienna :D
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Thursday, March 26, 2009
yet another day! but today was slightly different~ i stayed home to do one of my fav things :D that is to draw! yeap
and i had a sudden impulse to post all the things i have drawn since the holiday started! so here goes! enjoy :D
negative of random guy
random building O_O
random guy
my barcardi bottle
SABER! <3
a negative of the saber drawing
this was a suicide attempt! i swear i cant draw auto mobile for nuts!
i drew that for khoon
and a random corridor
a random bridge
PRAWNSSS
my walk in closet!
that was for xin yi
and i had a sudden impulse to post all the things i have drawn since the holiday started! so here goes! enjoy :D
negative of random guy
random building O_O
random guy
my barcardi bottle
SABER! <3
a negative of the saber drawing
this was a suicide attempt! i swear i cant draw auto mobile for nuts!
i drew that for khoon
and a random corridor
a random bridge
PRAWNSSS
my walk in closet!
that was for xin yi
and this was for dom.
yeap all these were taken with my camera D= so it seriously spoils the image of the drawing. haha not that they were fantastic or anything.
vienna
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
prawwwwwnnnssss *drool a total of 27 today in an hour plus! 2 found it's way back to the pond so~ we had like 25.... put 5 aside for xin yi to bring home and soooo i ate 10 yummy prawns today woohoo!! and the nice uncle gave us soo much tips! like its good to fish in the morning~ how i shld choose a rod and so on~ so shall move on to the pictures? 
so many prawns!
and there was more! :D
the fan of prawns!? :D
prawn art i call it :x
okay so we left bottle tree park :D and headed home
on the way to khatib mrt station we stumbled upon something uber cute! :D
and that cute this is this!
cute right! :D but the picture totally do not do justice to the appearance of this bird.
prawning again soon XD zoe's record! here i come!?
Vienna
so many prawns!
and there was more! :D
the fan of prawns!? :D
prawn art i call it :x
okay so we left bottle tree park :D and headed home
on the way to khatib mrt station we stumbled upon something uber cute! :D
and that cute this is this!
cute right! :D but the picture totally do not do justice to the appearance of this bird.
prawning again soon XD zoe's record! here i come!?
Vienna
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
WOOHOOO! okay ppl who do not know why i am so happy :D
i shall break it down to you guys ^^
its is simple~ and plain~
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I GOT INTO METOYOU :D aka the top fam in auditionsea :D hahaa!?!?! screw x~~SoRa~~x! \
i got the best fam in the world backing me up! ^^
i shall break it down to you guys ^^
its is simple~ and plain~
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I GOT INTO METOYOU :D aka the top fam in auditionsea :D hahaa!?!?! screw x~~SoRa~~x! \
i got the best fam in the world backing me up! ^^
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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woohoo~ yet another day of :x absolutely nothing again!
well. what i did today hmm ~.~''
ah~ yes i attempted to wake up at 7.30 but failed so miserably D= and woke up at 8.40 instead.
some may be wondering why i am mad enough to try waking up so early in the morning
well i have two reasons
1) i had to head down to beacons consulting to submit the surveys
2) to make something yummy of the bread i made the day before :D
okay i managed to hit target one but as for target two :x
=.= there was nothing edible other then durian in the refrigerator and i cant possibly make durian sandwich! O_O that would be nothing but gross.
yeap so in the end i went to jurong with an empty stomach~(had to save for prawning tomorrow so i didn't buy breakfast)
OH! have i ever mentioned about the high standards i have for chasoba??
seriously guys try the cha soba in sakae/ichiban sushi/suki sushi it taste HORRID
atleast to me~ so xin yi and i attempted to make cha soba at her place :x
i wont call it an entire success nor an entire failure haha!
the noodle was the way i like it
but the sauce was too saltyyy! >_< xin yi said it was fine.... but yet again~ i have to consider how warped her sense of taste is.
CHA SOBA BANZAI!?!?!
XD
vienna
well. what i did today hmm ~.~''
ah~ yes i attempted to wake up at 7.30 but failed so miserably D= and woke up at 8.40 instead.
some may be wondering why i am mad enough to try waking up so early in the morning
well i have two reasons
1) i had to head down to beacons consulting to submit the surveys
2) to make something yummy of the bread i made the day before :D
okay i managed to hit target one but as for target two :x
=.= there was nothing edible other then durian in the refrigerator and i cant possibly make durian sandwich! O_O that would be nothing but gross.
yeap so in the end i went to jurong with an empty stomach~(had to save for prawning tomorrow so i didn't buy breakfast)
OH! have i ever mentioned about the high standards i have for chasoba??
seriously guys try the cha soba in sakae/ichiban sushi/suki sushi it taste HORRID
atleast to me~ so xin yi and i attempted to make cha soba at her place :x
i wont call it an entire success nor an entire failure haha!
the noodle was the way i like it
but the sauce was too saltyyy! >_< xin yi said it was fine.... but yet again~ i have to consider how warped her sense of taste is.
CHA SOBA BANZAI!?!?!
XD
vienna
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Sunday, March 22, 2009
okay! i am addicted :x
i went prawning today again! and this time round with my very own rod ^^
1 hr~ 12 prawns all by myself~ and i swear this is a great accomplishment
but out of that 12 prawns~ one of them is the most!!!! memorable of them all
what happen was that the string snapped :x while i was prawning~ and to my horror a prawn bit on it while the string was detach!!? so being me~ i was screaming trying to use the rod to hook up my string/float/hook... ha ha but i failed :x surprisingly~ the prawn swam over to the other side of the pond (still attached to the hook) and i could see the float swimming away! ha ha! i think i was the joke of the pond for today :x
WELL thank god~ when i ran over to pick up my float~ (by sticking my hand into the water) the prawn was still there!?! omg that was seriously the coolest catch of my life! :D
and yes I'm obsess about being able to catch like the pros there :x 1 hr with 20-30 prawns!?
well i got to go :x
kk tata
Vienna
i went prawning today again! and this time round with my very own rod ^^
1 hr~ 12 prawns all by myself~ and i swear this is a great accomplishment
but out of that 12 prawns~ one of them is the most!!!! memorable of them all
what happen was that the string snapped :x while i was prawning~ and to my horror a prawn bit on it while the string was detach!!? so being me~ i was screaming trying to use the rod to hook up my string/float/hook... ha ha but i failed :x surprisingly~ the prawn swam over to the other side of the pond (still attached to the hook) and i could see the float swimming away! ha ha! i think i was the joke of the pond for today :x
WELL thank god~ when i ran over to pick up my float~ (by sticking my hand into the water) the prawn was still there!?! omg that was seriously the coolest catch of my life! :D
and yes I'm obsess about being able to catch like the pros there :x 1 hr with 20-30 prawns!?
well i got to go :x
kk tata
Vienna
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